The road less travelled...

I am in pain.

I think I slept badly last night, as my neck and shoulders are killing me. There is also the problem that my laptop monitor has died and so I am using another monitor that is off to one side and so I have to sit with my head turned to the side. This hurts my neck.

I shall go off for a long walk soon.

Possibly off a short pier. Am undecided on that point.

I'm also trying to work out whether the news I got yesterday is good or bad for me.

It turns out that the guy I am in love with is moving back to Melbourne with his girlfriend. Apparently she is dropping out of her course and they are coming home, in all probability to rejoin the dance school. This means I will see him many times each week, which is lovely, but I will have to hide my feelings for him, which is not at all lovely. I did very badly at this before he left for Queensland, but that was when I didn't know how I really felt about him. Now I'm not sure how well I will be able to hide it.

I suppose I just have to.

*sigh*

I am in pain.

I think I slept badly last night, as my neck and shoulders are killing me. There is also the problem that my laptop monitor has died and so I am using another monitor that is off to one side and so I have to sit with my head turned to the side. This hurts my neck.

I shall go off for a long walk soon.

Possibly off a short pier. Am undecided on that point.

I'm also trying to work out whether the news I got yesterday is good or bad for me.

It turns out that the guy I am in love with is moving back to Melbourne with his girlfriend. Apparently she is dropping out of her course and they are coming home, in all probability to rejoin the dance school. This means I will see him many times each week, which is lovely, but I will have to hide my feelings for him, which is not at all lovely. I did very badly at this before he left for Queensland, but that was when I didn't know how I really felt about him. Now I'm not sure how well I will be able to hide it.

I suppose I just have to.

*sigh*